“I need more peace…and more joy in my life!” Anxiety, overwhelm, doubt keeping you up at night?
Uggh do I know this! For years before I got help with living in doubt, fear and lackluster joy, the stress had me waking up in the middle of the night and some nights I barely slept at all.
Because of this I was:
- Always anxious about money
- Afraid I’d have to go back to a job and lose my flexibility to be available to my children.
- Heartbroken that I was failing at making my dream happen
And this was on top of the regular old entrepreneur “stress” that I was feeling on a daily basis. I was a hot mess and could barely think straight – my business felt like a huge weight holding me down.
Because of this:
- It took me SO long to get anything done (too much overwhelm that lead to procrastination… can you say NETFLIX???)
- My relationships suffered because I was always preoccupied with worry (not being present with my kids and my husband left me sad and angry that I couldn’t release the worry…then shame for putting career ahead of family. A vicious cycle.)
- I didn’t get to create and launch the things I really wanted to because I doubted myself and looked for evidence to prove myself right (another blinding pattern I didn’t see until I did the inner work by looking at my personal chakras).
- I had lots of money stress because I was making less than my potential and feeling tremendous shame for being unable to contribute to our family financial needs.
- I was burnout – I was just existing in my life of monotony
You see there were years where I was searching to figure out my money stress, to create abundance, to being a better mom and to being a successful entrepreneurial woman. To prove to myself I can do it! (and to show my four children a sense of empowerment)
I tried EVERYTHING:
- Read books
- Attended Conferences
- Attended workshops
- Took online programs
- Exercised harder, ate better, became a yoga instructor
- Hired Coaches
BUT nothing helped.
It wasn’t until I was at a conference and a speaker came on stage and talked about Soul Profiles, Chakras and Energy Medicine.
It spoke to me because I knew that searching “out there” to fix my problems and find solutions to heal my shame, doubt, fear that has held me back from peace (within myself, with my children and husband) and to find true happiness, I needed to jump into an entirely different sand box.
I FINALLY felt confident and at ease within myself because working through my chakras and understanding my Soul energy showed me my biggest blind spot, that was creating unconscious patterns and resistance that kept me on the ‘unworthy hamster wheel’ – that feeling of unworthy had plagued me since the day I decided to start my business!
Once I recognized how much time, money and energy I was using to PROVE my worth….It was like the heavens parted and the Angels were singing.
I was OVER THE MOON grateful to have finally found answers but that didn’t mean I just started to trust myself and feel worthy….that took working my chakras and stepping into my Soul Energy rather than my defense that felt safe, small but so unhappy.
I finally could:
- Sleep solidly 8-9 hours every night – YES!!!
- Enjoy enormous growth in my business and taking this work to the women and witnessing their lives transform from anxiety to peace; from unfulfilled to fulfilled and from unworthy to worthy!
- Hire a team
- Take advantage of my new found trust within me to create new opportunities for my community such as a Yoga Festival! (not hiding anymore!)
- Vacation with my family and even took a dream vacation with my husband to celebrate 25th wedding anniversary.
- Manage my money well so I can now contribute to our families financial needs and feel pride within myself of what I have created.
- Move through my days without the constant stress that was such a weight on my shoulders
- Use my spiritual practices and energy medicine skills to create peace and joy sense of worthiness not only in my life but others as well
I felt free, light and EVEN JOYFUL for the first time since I became a female business owner! I have found that I don’t need to prove myself, I just am!
AND you can have this too!
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